i curse alot when i write. or blog. thats because half of time i blog, some people pissed me off. this time is just generally ranting and bitching and so on and so forth.

realized that lately, ive been plagued with alot of fuckers , hokkien termed as Lanjiao Lang, around me. too many. knnbccb. either i have really stupid and irritating classmates, or i have a half girl half boy sitting behind me all day long thinking how and when to backstab me. that ccb. i hope he gets his dick chopped off.

very random blogpost this will be by the way.

i was doing some thinking lately. i realized as much as people say, BEST FRIEND, BEST BUDDY, BROTHER, yes that cb word, BROTHER. they still end up saying ranjiao wei behind your back. this, i believe, most people would have experienced it. i found out lately, there is this one grandmotherfucker who went behind my back and said really awful stuff about me thats probably gonna affect me for a long long time.

to the grandmotherfucker :

eh lao chee bye, if you are reading this, i hope you will get swallowed by the fiery realms of hell once you die a horrible death by crashing into a land of thousand spikes. blasphemy yes i know. i do not, read I DO NOT GIVE A CHEE BYE FUCK ABOUT IT anymore. i do NOT seek your understanding of my plight right now, but at least keep your chee bye mouth shut about my stuff. if the fuckin moment you wanna fuckin implicate other people into in, have the chee bye courtesy to ask what is actually going on. ok actually i do not even wanna see or even speak to you anymore.

i have said before, my fuckin problems. i fuckin handle myself. i dont need fuckers like you to come mess things up when things are already fuckin messy. remember this, DONT KNOW, DONT SAY. this is one last fuckin time im gonna say this. if i were to hear people telling me stuff again about you, your CB MOUTH WILL ROT UNDERSTAND!!!! FUCK YOU AND YOUR CB MOUTH!!

back to being normal, the idea of friends is slowly diminishing within me. who can you trust outside of your family? i seems to see no one. who can you even ask out for a normal cuppa? i seems to see no one. i also dont fuckin understand anymore. yes i know i do have some other friends out there who truly care. and i applaud and truly appreciate the care and concern. and guess what, these people, i seldom even meet them. weird huh. well, people do say, its funny how life works. but me being me, i dont believe in that. i dont believe i was created to live life a certain way that im supposed to. i hate that idea for a matter of fact. how fuckin sad is that to know that the minute you are born, this is the route you're supposed to go. wtf.

for people who know me really well, im someone who goes against the norm. im stubborn in some ways. work wise, the more im being pushed backwards, the more i will push back. in a way, its good for me, but somehow there are some half-girl-half-boys out there who seems to beg to differ. im not sick of my job. in fact, i love what i do. and i keep a positive mindset on whatever I do, no matter is it work or school. but again, life works its thing, there tends to be fuckers almost everywhere i go. yes EVERYWHERE. ya lah i know its a norm. im just ranting.

on a happier note.

Jon 'O Bir is heading to Singapore this coming Saturday. Yet another euphoric night! CHEERS!